Dear Nelly,
Sometime in November I had suggested that you may want to get in touch with my wife to find out more about me? On Christmas Eve my counselor and a priest informed me that she had passed away. They had some paperwork that was faxed from California from her son because he needed my permission to take control of the body.
Her and I were no longer close, but it is always sad when someone that you know dies. She was only 50 (so young) and they were unable to do an autopsy without my permission. I signed the papers for I don't want to complicate things for her children at a time like this. They found pain medications (OxyContin, Vicodin, and methadone) near her, but she did not use heroin the last time I saw her in 1997. I don't know, but I'm not hurt, just sad for her children (even though they are now in their 20s)and that her life ended so early. I'm good though and this is nothing like with Lise.
You should've gotten a few letters at your new digs(from me) by now? Are you now living in Harlem?
I don't think there is much of the difference between 16 and 18 except two years. I'm speaking in age, so the maturity level isn't all that different. At 17 you're a minor, but at18 you're an adult? It is the amount of years you been on this earth that determines this. It really should be one's maturity level, but I do laugh at these liberals who cry that little Johnny or Susie is just a baby and can't be sentenced to death for their crimes. At 16 I knew that killing someone was no more wrong at 18! I know any crime was wrong, so I don't think these things should be decided by the amount of years we've been alive, it should be decided by a person's maturity level. Hell, some 10-year-olds are more mature and smarter than some 20-year-olds so it can even be decided on intelligence. I just watched a movie called " Too Young To Die " and it led me to to the subject I just wrote about. I suppose it's an issue where there will always be two arguments and sense could be spoken from both sides. Just a few thoughts on that issue.
I can't spell the word to save my life, but I take it that you don't celebrate Xmas, you do a Hanaka??? You know what I mean? I wasn't sure.
I do not know in what way, but I suggest that you keep EVERY letter I ever write to you for they may be valuable one day. I do hope my popularity is in a positive way, but I plan on being a star. It is just from what side I do not know, you have some that considered John Gotti or Charles Manson stars for it depended on what side you were on and then Mother Teresa or the Pope were/are stars to others. Adam Lanza was a star in some deranged way to someone out there. I feel that I will be as well for I don't believe criminality, imprisonment, etc. Is my definition for life! It is a shame and to easy how all media make people famous for all the wrong reasons.
I'll make this short and until next time, take care.
James
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